if anyone was following me i've moved on to twitter.com/tehsolo

please

if i disappear, promise you wont look for me.

pointless

nothing is new. everything has been done. in rebelling, we conform.

what changed?

what does it mean to be an attractive man? for the first time in my life people are saying i am attractive to my face and its throwing me off. im used to being outcast. people always looked away from me as if afraid i'd take their purse or beat them up. but now, now women stare at me really hard for a couple seconds then look away then look back, you know, as if in shock. did i change in some way imperceptible to myself? did the standard of beauty change? do i want to be admired for something that i have no control over? or should i just ride the wave until some random event happens and i am again a pariah?

lol

existence is without meaning. people exploit each other based on the belief that the product of the exploitation is more valuable than the potential within a human being. nothing has value outside of what someone attributes to it. the greatest tragedy of all of humanity roots from society giving out roles that stifle the potential of a person to be whatever they could have been.

expressed

deleted posts from april-june 09.